Tuesday, September 27, 2011

The Feeling of Being a Student


I love the feeling of being responsible with my studies. Oh! I love it. I can finally say that I'm a student.

You know, having sleepless nights because you need to study for your exams the next morning. The constant reading of science books related to Geology because you want to have a strong foundation of your course.

The feeling when you have paid-off the money you are receiving from your mother by just focusing on your studies. See? You get your allowance and you spend it the way you want it to and the only thing you need to do is to study. That's just so SIMPLE.

Just a realization. Well, from now on, I will be a goody goody student.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

This is one true love



She is sweet. She is caring. She understands me the most. She loves me unconditionally. She is my one TRUE LOVE.

"Hello, how are you?" she asked me, as soon as I stood up from bed this morning. I was awaken by her phone call, actually. It seems like calling me early morning once every other day has become a routine for the two of us.

"I just woke up. How about you?" I replied.

"Just finished my breakfast. Milk and bread. You better eat now," she said. There was something so special about her voice. It was warm, and passionate. It was a voice full of love. Hers was the sweetest voice I have ever heard.

"I'm hungry. I'll eat at Jolibee. They have breakfast meals there."

"That's not good for your health. What they've got is junk."

"It's egg and hotdog. It's not salt and ajinomoto."

"I think it's expensive, too."

"Maybe. Egg and Hotdog for P60 is too much."

"You can eat bodbod and chocolate drink instead. In the tiyangge."

"I'm tired. Can't drive there. Jolibee is just a couple of walks away. So, how's your health?"

"I bought you a motorcycle so you can eat properly, didn't I? should I just take it back?"

I paused for a while, "Who said I won't eat at the tiyangge? I can manage."

"That's good. I'm in good health though sometimes I think there's something wrong with my heart, " she said. I could hear her laughing.

"You said you can't come home?" I asked.

"That's pretty sure."

"It's been three years."

"I know."

"I miss you, mom."

"I miss you, too, son."

"Bye. I'll eat now."

"Bye. I love you."

"Yeah. Love you, too."

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

It's me all the time..



I wonder why it's always me all the time. Everytime I am into group presentations, I am always the leader. Apart from being the initiator of every activity, this is the part I hate the most -- making all the presentations alone. Instead of the whole group doing it, It's me all the time.

On each of my classes, in my major and minor subjects, I always make sure that I sit on the back portion of the classroom. It's where the dumb-heads usually can be found as what they say. And everytime a teacher raises a question, I opt to shut my mouth even if I know the answer. I love to just sit back and read e-books in my phone. I also love to sleep while the teacher is having her discussion.
I just get average scores in my exams. But I wonder why they always expect something from me. They'll say that I'm an editor so I know better. WTF!

I am a lousy student. That's why I hate it when they don't do their part. I hate it when I can't exercise my rights on being lousy. I hate it when I make group presentations all by myself. Just like now, it's a quarter before two o'clock in the morning, and here I am, awake.

For God's sake! I have a fever.  And I still need to attend a 12-hour nonstop class tomorrow. That means if I can finish what I'm doing at 3 AM this morning, I still have a short-time to sleep.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

The Struggle To Write and On Being Lousy





I have been watching a blank MS word sheet on this computer monitor for about 30 minutes already.

This is my second article this afternoon, next to my column. It's a feature article for our weekly paper and since I am late for about two weeks already, I need to make two, or maybe three articles today. But I can't do that because I've got a class and an exam at one o'clock. Actually, having a class and a bunch of exams are not the main reason at all why I can't produce articles. The thing is, I am struggling.

I am now on a struggle of writing something. Writing for a campus paper is different in writing web-articles where all you need to do is syndicate or re-write articles that are already present in the internet. This one requires, well, effort and new ideas. And as of this moment, I don't have those 'effort and ideas.'

I am now a struggling writer, and worse, a lousy editor.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Santa Claus...



Kung may kakatok man sa bahay niyo ngayong pasko. Huwag kang umasang si Santa Claus yun. Baka pulubi lang na hihingi ng regalo. kaya't humanda ka na. Mangulekta kana nang maraming barya.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

It's just you...


You just don't get it, do you? I'm inlove with you.

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Friday, September 2, 2011

Getting old...older...oldest...


Sooner or later I will be OLD. (Erase the word later. Retain the word sooner because it is more factual.) Sooner, I will say goodbye to my teenage years, and will face another set of two digit numbers that usually come as a big issue around my circle of 'teenage friends.'

I don't really think much about it but the real thing is? it ails me the most that I'm getting older. Oxymoron. I don't want to age, but I want to grow older. I want to mature but I don't want to have wrinkles. I want to have kids and be a father but I don't want to be a grandfather and have a dozen grandchildren.

I know that I am not the only one who usually have this kind of 'teenage dillema' because some of my friends who turned twenty some time this year were also over reacting about their turning-twenty brithday party. Hey! It's a good thing that they were still having birthday parties unlike others (street children) who usually spend their birthdays alone, adding that they have nothing delicious to eat. I don't think turning twenty is a big deal. I don't think it's something to complain about.

I don't think I deserve this tag: Ryan, 20. It's too much for me since I still look so young. (zZzZzZzZzZzz. This is the very popular Visayan Syndrome called "Feeleriasis") Apart from being young, I also look, uhmmm....well, I don't look twentyish so perhaps if someone would ask me if how old I am, I would just say, "Me? Well, Im still eeeeiiiigghhteeen."

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Usapang Boredom..



Dahil wala akong magawa sa buhay ko ngayong gabi (Isama na diyan ang katotohanang wala akong night-life dahil kung hindi pangit na babae ang mang-iimbita sa akin para gumimik ay mga manyakis na bakla naman. Ano na bang nangyayari sa panahon ngayon. Mga babae parang bakla, at ang ibang mga bakla naman ay saksakan ng kamanyakan).

Balik tayo sa usapan. Dahil wala akong magawa ngayon ay naisipan ko na namang mag-post ng tagalog na entry. Minsan nga ay sabi ng kabarkada kung babae, "Ryan, loud kaayo ka ug mag-tagalog tagalog ka." Ibig sabihin ay nakakasuka daw na tingnan kung ako ay magtagalog. Bakit? di ba ako mukhang Filipino? di ba ako pinanganak na purong puro na Filipino? (Di ko nalang sasabihin na may palagiang minsan na pinagkakamalan akong korean dahil sa aking kapogian at kakyutan :P ) Huwag mag-react. Blog ko to at kung gusto mong purihin ang sarili mo ay dun ka sa blog mo!

Simula kahapon ay may ginawa akong project. Ito ang Project Chix Hunting, kung saan ay binubugaw ako ng mga kaibigan kung babae sa mga kaibigan nilang babae. Medyo kailangan ko na kasi ng girlfriend. Ayaw ko na kasi ng fling-fling lang. Ayaw ko nang makipaglaro sa mga babaeng wala akong planong gawing girlfriend, dahil ganun rin naman ang mga plano nila sa akin. Katawan ko lang ang habol nila! (Huwag na kasing mag-react!)

Sampung mga Chix numbers ang nakuha ko kahapon. Ang specifications ay ito: Maganda, Matalino, Mabait, in other words "MMM". Ang iba sa kanila ay ang mismong nag-text sa akin. Wala lang. Trip ko lang. Wala naman kasi akong magawa.

Kailangan ko ng girlfriend. Bakit? Wala si mama. Walang magluluto, maglalaba, ,mag-aalaga sa akin, Walang gigising sa akin tuwing umaga. Walang taga-linis ng sahig at kwarto ko. Wala akong kasama maglakad. At higit sa lahat ay kailangan ko ng syota para makapaglaro ako ng DOTA kahit anong oras. E-tra-train ko siya para naman makapag ONE ON ONE kami parati. Minsan kasi, mahirap makahanap ng mga kalaban sa internet cafe, kaya pag nagka-syota ako. Okay lang kahit hindi five on five basta ONE ON ONE.


Thursday, August 25, 2011

The Gaming Evolution


At the peak of full moon, children start to sneak out of the guards of their parents and rush to the nearest open field, street, or vacant court. They draw grids on the ground, probably divided into four or six sections using water because it evaporates slowly at night. If not, they use chalk or charcoal to draw on the cement. Once it’s done, they stand still, guard the lines of the grids and stop their opponents from passing through. 

Sounds familiar? Patintero has been a childhood game which almost all of us have experienced to play during our elementary and early high school years. It was during those days that we savored the most the art of playing our own traditional games. During our vacant times, we would usually go to the open grounds and boast our exemplary skills in many types of games that we enjoy the most. Apart from patintero, there goes bato-lata where the players hit a can with a slipper or a stone while another player guards the can. We also have chakay where the players follow a baseball game format, only that they use their foot as the bat and a slipper as the ball. Moreover, children also love to play sungka, shatong,kayokok, sudsud, and hide-and-seek or tagu-taguan. 

But those were of the primitive times. The gaming evolution has started two decades ago here in the country, and the youngsters have found another way of getting themselves involved in other forms of competitive games. Instead of the traditional Pinoy games, they have found a new and similarly enjoying way of competing against each other that does not require much effort. Kids and kids at heart are now totally hooked with role-playing (RPG) computer games, whether Local Area Networking (LAN) or online.


Based on what I have observed in eight different gaming shops here in Dumaguete, DotA All Stars or Defense of the Ancients is now the number one LAN game, followed by the latest version of Counter Strike Source and Left4Dead game category. 

On the other side of the coin, Heroes of Newearth (HON) leads the poll in online gaming, besting preceding games Special Force and Gamez Aion Online. 

For those who do not know anything about these games, DotA is a game derived from a scenario in Warcraft III, a video game played in the PC where the gamers are provided with a different real-time strategic 3D gaming experience. The objective of the game is for each team, with a maximum of five, to demolish the opponent’s ancient building units, guarded by monster-killing structures at the nine corners of the map. Human players choose powerful heroes that have unique abilities and can wield weapons in accord with their specialty, strength, agility, or intelligence. 

Counter Strike, on the other hand, is a first-person shooting game, where all you need to do is throw grenades, and gun down your opponent. This goes the same for Left4Dead, another first-person shooting game, only that you need to shoot zombies this time or be killed. 

For online games, Blizzard Entertainment has produced a game that has the same game play, items, and heroes with DotA All Stars, only that this one provides dynamic 3D experience to the gamers, which is obviously not present in DotA. Well, there’s nothing so much about Special Force. It is a first-person shooting game like Counter Strike on an online platform. Ending the list would be Gamez Aion Online, a private server of the original game Aion Online International, which gives the gamers wicked 3D gaming experience, dynamic avatar making, and a world of well-detailed graphics. There’s nothing so much like it, as of this moment.

 

Hazards of Gaming 

Looking around gaming shops at Negros Oriental State University (NORSU) during daytime, asking why these games swept the minds of pupils and students alike away from their classes and lessons, is as clear as purified water. Armageddon Gaming Station and One Byte are two of the few computer shops circling the university perimeter that topped the most number of players logging-in during school days. And this shop is where DotA All Stars is played the most by them. 

Raffy Canobas, a fourth year Bachelor of Science in Secondary Education student, is one of the many students who love to spend their vacant times either in Armageddon or in One Byte gaming stations. He confessed that he loves to play DotA because it’s really ‘cool’ when you can defeat other players. “Aside from playing, you can also interact with other people and you can gain friends in no time,” he mused. 

Canobas shared that when he was still a freshman, he became too addicted to online games that he usually skips classes already. “Before, when I started playing the game, I sometimes forget that I have classes especially when the game is progressing really well and we are advancing really fast to the opponent’s colony,” he said in the vernacular. 

Another DotA player, a third year BS Hospitality and Management student Reymart Tubog, said that there are many students who play the game because it is ‘fun and exciting’. “It is really noisy when the players are using their characters to kill one another because they are shouting and yelling. That’s what makes the game fun,” he continued. 

When asked if he skips his classes just to play computer games, Charlie Amacho said that he knows how to manage his time. “I love to play DotA, but I always make sure that I attend my classes especially that I have high cut-off grades in my major and minor subjects.” 

Though some students were able to manage their life as a student slash gamer, there are a few who lost track, and worse, has eventually stopped schooling because of computer addiction. On a one hot late afternoon last year, Johnrey, not his real name, was playing the game with utmost prowess. However, he is one of the Norsunians who became very addicted to the game. The sad part is he was not able to continue his studies last year because of one reason – he traded his studies with computer games. 

“Nakaundang ko ug skuyla kay nahagbong kos akong mga subjects pagka-first semester (second semester of last year). Sige ra man kog dula gud. Wala gani kabalo akong mga parents,” he confessed. “Pero nadugay nakong sigeg dula, na-reliaze nako nga wala man koy paingnan diay. Nagmahay ko sa akong gibuhat. Pasalamat ko nga gitagaan pa ko’g chance sa akong mga parents nga maka-eskulya ug usob.” 

In the bottom line, Johnrey advised other students not to give away their studies just for playing the game. “It’s okay to play, but play moderately, or else you’ll be like me.” As of press time, Johnrey is fixing the mess he did, and is now back on track here in the university. 

Playing computer games or getting hooked with a new breed of sports is fine. These things will help you develop more as a person and let you explore the world of technology and the things you haven’t explored yet. These are also ways of detaching yourself from the academe in the meantime because it is not every day that you are given the chance to enjoy what the new world can offer. But you should bear in mind that your primary role as a student is not to play, but to excel in academics so you can show your family those good grades they’ve been longing for. Having fun is fine but studying should be taken seriously.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

A Disaster of a Teacher




Here’s a fact. A teacher here in the university is definitely not a good example of how a professional teacher should be like. Here’s the story. A young teenage student had her report finished on a very hot afternoon.

She tried her best to come up with the best presentation possible. As a matter of fact, she studied all the things she needed for her report weeks before. However, she had some parts of her report wrong, probably because she did not understand what it meant. This is normal. We students are still subject to errors and flaws. Even teachers are not perfect.

Instead of correcting the student, her teacher awarded her with an unusual kind of reward. “Gabinutol man dagway ka,” and “Di man ka kabalo uy” were the words that came out of the mouth of this supposedly “educated” woman.
It would have been a teeny bit more acceptable if her actions were unintended, or just the initial reaction from the mistake of her student but, sad to say, this has been her habit. Students can testify to that.

It’s sad to know that this teacher comes from the “College of the Educated” where positive values are primarily taught and academic principles are espoused. I suggest that this teacher should take a crash course in Values Education. Just a thought, she might have skipped this subject or she might have forgotten that bad manners should not be brought to school.

Teachers should be role models in the society. They are supposed to be the epitome of wisdom and respect. The higher their academic qualifications, the wiser they should be. But this definitely is not the case with this teacher. So, why teach anyways? There are better teachers out there who are decent, respectful, and worth the pay. Why stick with a teacher who embarrasses her students publicly?

This is not what we expect from our teachers. We expect them to be good examples. Students are here to learn. Teachers are here to teach - and part of what they teach is good manners and positive values- not only theoretically, but by example.