Thursday, January 28, 2010

You want a total entertainment? Try Animax-asia

Now, what's good about Animax-asia is that, they have a complete list of schedule of when will be the airing schedule of your favorite anime series in their Cable TV channel so that you will be aware of its daily time slots.


Site for example, if I want to know what is the airing schedule of my favorite anime Bleach, I would just simply access their website and view all the schedules listed in it..
 I always watch Japanese-based cartoon series since their style of portraying the characters in every anime series is totally COOL!. And for that, thanks to animax-asia.

Right now, I am enjoying all of the amazing features in their website. Such as, daily news and updates of my favorite cartoons series, updates of games, and special promotions sponsored by their site.

For over the past years, animax-asia has not only driven the hearts of the avid anime-seekers for great anime series and videos, but has become a big hit in the world of anime.
Me, on the other hand, is a big fun of fantastic and awesome anime series since I was a kid, and that I've been looking for the best websites on the internet that could offer me the exact updates and news to all of my entertainment needs.




I am an avid fan of Bleach, and I always watch it every time I'm home from school. Ichigo Kurosaki is simply amazing, eventhough he acts like a jerk most of the times..hahaha..But, the fight scenes are totally awesome, especially when he acquired the upgraded mode of his weapon.

But I'm looking forward to his love affair with Rukia, the soul reaper from the other dimension of the world. They look so cute together and because of their tandem, I loved to watch it.

Amazing isn't it? So, if you are an anime-addict like me and watches cartoon series alot, then it's time for you to go and access the world of animax-asia.

For a full access on their website, you can sign in for free.

Animax -asia: the finest place for the anime fanatics

For over the past years, animax-asia has not only driven the hearts of the avid anime-seekers for great anime series and videos, but has become a big hit in the world of anime.
Me, on the other hand, is a big fun of fantastic and awesome anime series since I was a kid, and that I've been looking for the best websites on the internet that could offer me the exact updates and news to all of my entertainment needs.

I always watch Japanese-based cartoon series since their style of portraying the characters in every anime series is totally COOL!. And for that, thanks to animax-asia.

Right now, I am enjoying all of the amazing features in their website. Such as, daily news and updates of my favorite cartoons series, updates of games, and special promotions sponsored by their site.

I am an avid fan of Bleach, and I always watch it every time I'm home from school. Ichigo Kurosaki is simply amazing, eventhough he acts like a jerk most of the times..hahaha..But, the fight scenes are totally awesome, especially when he acquired the upgraded mode of his weapon.

But I'm looking forward to his love affair with Rukia, the soul reaper from the other dimension of the world. They look so cute together and because of their tandem, I loved to watch it.

Now, what's good about Animax-asia is that, they have a complete list of schedule of when will be the airing schedule of your favorite anime series in their Cable TV channel so that you will be aware of its daily time slots.

Site for example, if I want to know what is the airing schedule of my favorite anime Bleach, I would just simply access their website and view all the schedules listed in it..

Amazing isn't it? So, if you are an anime-addict like me and watches cartoon series alot, then it's time for you to go and access the world of animax-asia.

For a full access on their website, you can sign in for free.

Monday, January 25, 2010

NO goals in life, NO tomorrow

This was my realization today, after all the past realizations that I've had. See? things are really getting too complicated. And me, on the other hand, is just so confident enough to what I am doing - not attending classes, passing testpapers with no answers, and most of all, sleeping while the class is going on.

Maya reminds me always of going to school, and of course, I am a good follower, so I always go to school, even on Sundays and Saturdays. But that doesn't mean that I attend my daily classes. I'm tired and I don't know why is this happening.

Maybe, The News Editor was right that I lack goals in life. I have no goals and that resulted to my non-stop no-cure laziness this semester.

What are goals? I mean, what are really my goals in life?

Are goals in life the same as ambitions in life?

I think not, they are different. I have ambitions, tons of ambitions. I want to have a huge white mansion, US Navy-like submarine, helicopter, cars, and everything that a crazy minded jerk could ever wish for. As the saying goes "LIBRE ANG MANGARAP", and this is true.

Indeed, ambitions are the reason why people strive hard and continue living their totally-messed-up lives everyday. Though how miserable and hell-like their life is, they still has the reason to go on and fight once more because of one thing - GOALS in life.

GOAL..hmmm...I really cannot explain clearly what I have understood about this word because I am still on the process of thinking about it. I'll talk about it next time.

SO, that's it.

To be able to boost up your determination is to have goals.

DO I have goals in life?

hmmmmmmm.....I couldn't figure that out either.....

Sunday, January 24, 2010

A comeback from a 2-week disapperance in the blogosphere , Love is in the air

It’s no longer obsession this time. It’s something beyond that – it’s love and this is real.

From the time I had this strong obsession about this girl, and up to the time I got close to her seems like a movie in fast-forward mode.

And now, we are enjoying each other’s company - happy and contented.
I don’t need to elaborate all the things that had happened because I don’t want this blog to look like an all-love category.

So, let me not elaborate, but rather narrate the happenings in the past days. (hahaha)

We walked in the rain for two hours, that’s 5:30-7:30 P.M., last Thursday and it was really cold. That time was filled with a lot of nonsense conversation and laughters. She still looked very stunning even though the rain was heavily pouring. I brushed her hair with my hands since her hair covered her face. In return, she wiped my wet face with her hankie because I told her to do so (hahahaha)…

The next day, she sang a song with a guitar in the rooftop of a building, and I was her only audience. She quite has a good voice, and she was really charming and amazing that I adore her more for that.

We hugged each other and………. - a dream came true.

I can’t ask for more. Well, my days won’t be the same again if she’ll go away.

I’ll be better for her………… I’ll make this “happy ever after” last longer – until I’ve got white hair and wrinkles all over my face.

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For the past weeks, I was not able to post my thrice-a-week journal since our editor cut the internet connection in each of the reporter’s personal computers – a punishment for not performing our job as student journalists.

There are lots of things that had happened the day I last posted a blog here.

MIDTERM EXAMS. Finally, the eyebrow-burning (is this word right?) exams have finally come to and end, and I’m now a little bit confident that I’ll get low scores because I didn’t study at all, and that’s COOL. Cool because I’m pretty sure that my transcript of records will be more colorful with all of those RED-tinted grades. AWESOME!

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Fairytale - where are we going Maya (that's not a bird, it's a princess' name)

I'm afraid of losing you. I don't want to see this fairytale end up, not reaching the happy ending.

Tonight's January 16, 11 P.M., it's been a day since the last time we texted each other. Is it okay if I'll say "I miss Maya"? - From now on, I'll name her in my blog as "Maya". Because I really do miss her since I rarely see her these days. I'm not attending my English Classes (the only time of the day where I can see her).

What is happening to this blog. I have noticed that for the past journals I have posted here, it's all about love - my love story, not yours. But this is mine so let me do the work (hahaha).

So, let me not talk about the "L" thing this time. I'll share something more interesting. The love thing still, will be included at the later part (haha). You can't blame a man with hearts revolving around his head.

I'm glad that I was able to take a bath early in the morning these past days. THAT IS ACHIEVEMENT. Meaning, I was able to attend my morning subjects with me in a so-called fresh-good-smell. I am not sure if I really did smell good, but no one should argue because I know my scent.

I have a new look. Yes, you hear it, I undergone a barber-shop surgery a week ago and I didn't feel good about my new hair cut. It's not that bad, but it seems like I wanted more. I guess, I should not expect a lot the next time I'll cut my hair so I wouldn't be disappointed. And, I don't want Maya to see my hair because it doesn't look good, really. She might not text or befriend me anymore.

I had a one-week cellphone access. One of the Editors, Ate Nadine, super nice and kind, allowed me to use her phone for a week and that is awesome. I was able to text Maya for that span of time. And believe me, lots of things happen - bad and good. I hope nothing's change. Nothing has (the feeling) change for me, I don't know with hers.

Friday, January 15, 2010

Complicated - Is this the end of our fairytale?

What is wrong with us - me and you, or perhaps just me. Well, maybe it's always my fault why you get sad, why you get mad, and why the things between us are getting so complicated.

It might sound so weird that I often tell you that "I don't want to see you" though I have feelings for you. But, that's the opposite of what I always say. I really do wanted to see you always - but I just don't want to let you see me steadily looking at you. What a JERK!

A few days ago, last Thursday to be specific, a friend told you about something. He probably shared to you about his made-out topic (the things I've said)which he insisted that these were not rue. HELL!. I mean, I can't tell lies. It would be so ridiculous for me to do it. I don't have to tell lies about my feelings since these are DAMN true. SHIT!

How can I tell lies when all I know is reality. I am blinded with this piece of junk - Love, but it's the reason why I'm happy. I really do not know where are we going. I am not courting you, I am not that obvious (hope so..but you know it), but I NEED YOU. Living a day knowing that you're just around makes it brighter.

There are times that I HURT you, I PISS you off, I make you MAD, and I make you sad. I AM SORRY

There are times when I don't consider you're feelings and I kept minding my own.
I AM SORRY

There are times when I often apologize and say "sori" for my lapses, but still I keep on doing that all over again.
I AM SORRY

There are times when you wanted to see me and I would refuse since I thought you were just kidding. I AM SORRY

There are times when I get angry at you and hurt you. Believe me, it was just thru text and I can't do that in reality. You still don't know me well.
I AM SORRY

I AM SORRY for all the "I'M SORRY".

I guess, I am no good for you. But, I really wanted to stay around and tell you that "I love you" face-to-face someday, embrace you with my arms, and kiss you so dearly.

But, how can that be happening if both of us can't understand each other.
But if things will get fine and chances are permitted by the heaven, I will be better ateh..

I DON'T WANT THIS FAIRYTALE TO END, AND PLEASE, DON'T LET IT TO HAPPEN, AS WELL.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

I am crazy - Again?

There are no songs as beautiful as the music that fills my soul when I see you.

 I seldom have this feeling - once in a blue moon as what they call it. Though I often told my friends that "I'm in love" to every gorgeous girls I see anywhere, it's not true since I don't even know the feeling of being in love - it's just a "guy thing" to admire attractive women.

Perhaps, I know that feeling - sleepless nights, can't get her off my mind, she makes me smile like a crazy jerk, I wanted to see her every day and if possible every hour, I wanted to go to my English subject because we are classmates. But I guess, the reason of why I can't remember anymore the feeling of love is that I was too busy thinking on how to earn money (and spend it as well - super spender) and the recently finished drama - depression.

Really, nobody touched my heart the way she did. It's like I have become a child again that never knew love at all. She makes my heart beat a hundred times when she looks at me.

I am crazy and I am obsess with you...
They say you are like this and like that, but still I don't want to believe to what other people say.
Because I know that you are kind, and sweet.

And if they are right, then people change. I am blinded with this feeling and I like it. I trust you in so many ways. Let my blindness begin.

".gudnayt..yaw pagpulaw au..yaw pud pgpakapui au imu work..Mastress niya ka..hehe..switdrimz..mwaahh"

"g.kulam d.i tika kuya..haha..uhmm...maanad raka..hehe..eat nya mdnyt snaks..haha..bleh! una raq kuya ug slep..gudnay gudnayt..dreams of me.. :-) ..ur so close but still so far"

Every time we exchange thoughts thru texting, I did not hesitate to think twice or had second thoughts if the messages you sent me were real or not. I don't care a bit. All I know is that I'm happy and it's because of you.

Honestly, you have become sweeter to me than the past days, and I'm trapped in your maze.
I can't find any other way but to say that - I am drowning into the ocean of love (YAYKSSSS...HAHAHA)

I am afraid that I'll wake up one morning and all the happy things that had happened is over.
To open my eyes one morning and you are gone, and realized that it was just a DREAM.


PLEASE...I HOPE IT'S NOT....

Thursday, January 7, 2010

The Product of my INSANITY>>>A Tagalog Novel

These past few days, my mind isn't steady. Really, there's something wrong with it - not me. I talk to myself very often when no one's around, and  I have tons of thoughts about my DAMN life!. I admit that I am depressed than ever before - that I can't handle it anymore. I wanted to just let it all out but I don't want to tell anybody. I mean, ME MYSELF IS A BIG MESS! and I don't want anyone to be a part of this junk.

When people makes fun of me, I laugh - half meant - since this damn feeling is killing me. This feeling about all the academic failures (though I am still doing fine but I want to fail all my major subjects because I DON'T LIKE IT ANYMORE and my digestive system can't take it anymore. I don't want to listen anymore about all the MATH stuff), and next, is the fact that I am a FASTMAN - one day millionaire.

That's not all. This is my blog so let me say that..uhmmm... I'm tired with my life..really.
If my mother will find out that I'll going to extend another year contract here in NORSU and shift to another course, she will be sad, really sad. She only have 2 years remaining in a planet until the contract is off. It means that I can't pursue my studies anymore unless I work for myself and send my sister in College as well.

I CAN'T IMAGINE MYSELF FACING ALL THESE CHALLENGES WITH MY YOUNG HANDS!

 I mean, I am still 18 years old and I should not be thinking about all these things but I can't escape the fact that...uhmmmm
1. 2 years from now, I'll going to send my sister in college
2. after 2 years, my mother don't have a work so I need to support her
3  I need to support all the two of them
4. I need to finish my studies
5. My mother is old so I need to take care of her

And now, I'm still merely EIGHTEEN YEARS OF AGE. GOD. I'M SO YOUNG and I keep on thinking about this EVERY NIGHT.. I'm losing weight now, maybe it's the result of the overthinking nights. I'm weird because I act so happy at school yet so silent at my room that even my boardmates are afraid of my weirdness.

THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME and you can't blame me since i don't know what to do..really.. I don't...

I've been alone for almost 6 years already without no one who watches over me but I am here still acting tough and brave though I don't know how to fight anymore.

I'M SORRY FOR BEING WEIRD. I'M SORRY IF I HURT THE FEELINGS OF EVERYONE. I"M SORRY FOR BEING NOISY AND CRAZY SINCE THIS IS MY ONLY WAY TO ESCAPE LONELINESS AND DEPRESSION AND SHIT!..I'M SORRY IF I'M K.S.P or O.A. or whatever..
I JUST DON'T WANT TO STAY IN MY ROOM BECAUSE I DID NOTHING THERE BUT TO THINK - IT MAKES ME INSANE

LET ME TELL YOU THIS..YOU ARE MY FAMILY AND I DON'T CARE IF I DON'T BELONG OR I DON'T EXIST IN YOUR MINDS.

THE THING IS, YOU ARE MY TEMPORARY FAMILY, TN.

I PLAYED THIS GAME BECAUSE OF THREE THINGS:
FAMILY
WRITING
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Sunday, January 3, 2010

Hello! 2010, BB '09!

Year 2009, the best year for me, yet also the saddest. A book of my life's new history-a climax of laughs and second chances, that ended with a bunch of sadness, disappointments, and failures.

Time to go forward despite the bad things that came across my way - the bad ones, totally bad. Perhaps, those bad things in life are the ones that what make us human, not the good ones since good memories do not add anything in life.

And this is the truth, happy memories will last forever and will be inculcated in our innocent minds but it won't be an aid to let us realize the wrong doings we have made. But the bad memories will, and it will always be the reason why people grow, why people learn, and why people mature. It will build and help you to become a much better person in the future.

As long as you will not learn from your mistakes, as long as you will not realize the truth about life, as long as you can't take yourself off to human crimes and improper behaviors- either you did it intentionally or unintentionally, you won't grow and you are not human other than a no-soul creature artificially covered with human flesh, fake and not real. You are not human unless you realize what is your purpose as a human.

But that's not the topic I want to tackle here so let's cut the CRAP off! haha. I'm not the serious type either, and believe me, I don't want to share anything about holiness to you guys!. Aren't you sick listening to the priest's sermon in all those 9 sleepy mornings that you could just have lie down in bed and sleep?

So I would like to check-out what had happened way back 2009, last December rather...


 
 
 
 
 

Saturday, January 2, 2010

NO CP, I can't text her - What a boring life

This is reality, if people doesn't have cellularphone, their life sucks.

The majority of the Filipino race is used to their lives with a cellphone in their pockets. Press and press during class hours, recess, while sitting, and even in the middle of the road, they just can't take their little fingers off on it.

Me, on the other hand, is somewhat influenced by this people whom we often call here in the office as SPAMMERS!. Meaning, they are really having fun in sending everyone or their friends nonsense messages not just once, but as many as they want. And if you're not fond of checking your CP's inbox every minute, then, you'll be luckily surprised that you're CP had reached it's maximum inbox memory.

Well. that's not the topic here. The fact is that I don't have a phone and I can't text her. It makes me sad knowing that this is my only way of having a connection with her.

But, I guess, I don't have to act like this since she's not mine anyways and I can wait till I can have a CP again. Can I really wait? No, ofcourse not. It feels like dying. I miss her though I'm sure there's no way she'll gonna miss me. Really, it won't happen.

I guess, I'll make this overflowing river to evaporate once in a while. But it's hard because I don't want to. There's no wrong of being like this, I mean, It's just natural to like somebody to the extent of obsession..

Yes, I am so obsess with her. But it's just fine because unlike others, I am not that obvious.
Am I? .. You dropped some comment guys! so that I will know if I'm obvious or not. hahahah

Samson falls down, sits flat over mugs

"Ge.picturan unta ko ninyo!", Samson said a few minutes after he fell down.

The NORSUnian boylet star for all seasons Santoni a.k.a. Samson slammed down the floor before the attempt to get a mug to drink water last thursday morning at 2 A.M.. Though the impact to the floor made his face milky-white, he was still able to laugh like a star and commented that someone must have took picture of him when he fell down. "memorable unta to kaayo, unsa ba mo!".

After the quite a "boom" impact, the 21-year-old editor in chief Papa Junrell who was busy editing the Magazine and Handurawan articles directly shoved off his chair and went to poor Samson who was obviously almost lost his senses. It took a few more minutes before the TN staff was able to raise Samson up since he was stuck at a very end of a corner where the staff could hardly get in.

Samson managed to stand up with the help of the EIC and gradually, sat down like a no-soul creature. He was still able to laugh and smile some more after what had happen.

The staff told him to sleep, and he did so. And the reason of the incident is "gimingaw naman gud ko niya bai, katong comsci ba"..(ga.emote ang bayot)...

Ako pud tawon kay katawa rapud ko kay gimingaw napud ko niya gud...aw...hahaha..