Bad Day! Bad Trip!

What a wonderful morning, how delightful it is to know that after you take a bath at 6 o' clock you get to acknowledge the fact that you left the door closed and the key is inside your room. So that you cannot get inside and have to wait outside, hoping that your landlady arrives on time.

But NO! She didn't arrive. So you have to wait a lot more to figure out what you are going to do with your short petty life outside your newly-rented room.

You asked for help. Then help came, hammered the door-knob so hard that it now looks twisted and crumpled. You are late for work. You are late for work. So you hailed for a taxi and when you got inside, something tells you that you left your WALLET! in the room.

I mean, can this day become any 'more' worst?

Get Away! Lalala...

I have a new task today. And this task is something that I do very often in college - editing/proofreading. But no! This is no fun! There is no way in the world, even if it becomes stupidly insane, that a task like this would likely become adorable or wantable if you are proofreading a geologic/well geology log. Makamatay ang ka-boring! Makamatay! Aaahhh!

Sakita sa ulo!!! Aaaahhhhh!

But I have to endure this task of mine, though this one doesn't really require too much brains. No, really it doesn't. It only requires patience, and patience, and patience.

2.30PM. This is frustrating. I can hardly continue doing this.

4 PM. This is nuts! I'm so sleepy I wanna grab my bag and sleep over it.

4.20 PM. I need to wait until 5 PM. Go home time!

Amma Sorry!

Yesterday was Sunday. And I feel really bad until now about not being able to go to church. I went there actually, to the church, but only to find out that there was no service! or maybe they rented another venue on that specific Sunday because it was holy week.

I feel really really bad right now. Apart from the primary reason that it was holy week, I also wanted to hear a good word from the pastor because I failed to be on time the other Sunday.

So now, I'm carrying the burden of failing to attend church!

Destiny Church in UP Dilliman

I went to the church this afternoon. I mean, I didn't really entirely attended the whole thing because I was late. I'm always late, at all things, most of the time. And being late is something that has become a trademark, a part of my system.

The church is called Destiny. It is a church in UP (They are renting the entire UP theater every Sunday!). I have been there last year when I was still reviewing for the board exam. Then later on, when I started working, I didn't come back anymore since I was assigned to different places.

Not until now that I got a second job and got me an office here in Metro Manila. The place, if I could remember it clearly a year ago, was always fully-packed. Youth were storming in.

They have this pastor, his name is Karlo, what an awesome preacher. Wow! The first time I heard him preaching, I believed in him. All the things he said. He was marvelous. He had this gift that when he spoke, everyone listened. He would do frequent actions and leisurely make walks around the theater stage. He is one of the great pastors I've heard. :)

The 41st Floor!

Yesterday was my second first day here in the Head Office. I just got off from a  month-long field work in southern Negros island. I got dark and have gotten used to not taking a bath for like, four to five days, (and my tolerance to not taking a bath has grown particularly longer than when I was still in college.)

Since Kuya Farell and Madeline were not around, (they haven't gotten off from their base-off yet) I had to figure out my way to the head office all by myself. From where I am renting a room right now, that is Krus Na Ligas, I would take a tricycle to PHILCOA. Then take a jeepney to TRINOMA/SM North Edsa. Then take a free ride from the company shuttle service that drives you to the office here at Ortigas Center.

I am using the issued laptop and the internet, of which I am sure being monitored by some IT personnel against anyone who use the internet for personal amusement (like me!), here in my cubicle. Crossing my fingers I don't get caught! Hahaha!

By the way, I'm at the 41st floor of that building!

Geologist at Work!

People in the city go to mountains to get in touch with NATURE. Us, who are working most of the time in the mountains, forests, and rivers, go to the city to get in touch with CIVILIZATION.

Now, what are we doing here? We select samples from rocks that are exposed to the surface. Then we send them out for petrological/chemical/mineralogical analysis to better understand their composition, texture, and origin. Some samples are analyzed for dating (radiometric dating).

We also map structures such as faults/fractures, and other lineaments. Some of my teammates do the geophysics and geochemistry thingy; seismic and magnetic surveys to better understand the subsurface characteristics of a particular area, and chemical sampling, both liquid and gas, for further analysis of the mechanisms that took place in a geothermal system.

If all is well, we drill, more or less, 3,000 meters sub-vertically into the earth to produce geothermal steam which is converted to electricity so that you guys can watch your favorite TV shows at home! See? Us geologists make your lives easier without you knowing! 

Things Will Be Fine

It came to me as a surprise too, that bad news. I thought what was in that film was nothing, but it was something. It is something that I never thought would occur in my body. I for one know that the human flesh is vulnerable to diseases and sickness but, at my young age, I just couldn't think it was possible.

For a moment, I realized how fragile our bodies are, how easy it is for bacteria to pass through our immune system and start populating themselves in our vital organs. I thought I was healthy, exempt the gastrointestinal problem which has been a real pain in the ass ever since.

I'm glad that the company I'm applying for is willing to wait for me until the 3rd of March. To work for them as a Geologist is a dream, to be a part of them is already an achievement.

If this is really for me, then HE will give this to me. I'm gonna undergo a treatment. And if all things get well enough, the doctor is gonna give me a clearance for work. HE will give this to me. HE will. I know. HE loves me that much.

But the question is, am I doing anything that pleases HIM? Maybe I did, and eventually forget about it when everything goes smooth. But life is rough right now. I'm just being human.

How's that for a human?

I hunt a Sign of you

I have a lot of things to say right now. But I think I need to keep these thoughts for a while (I mean the things that concern this irregular shape vital organ located inside the left portion of my chest). I've got so much thoughts in my head, so many things to write. I for one cannot decide which one of these rumbling thoughts should I put into writing. I've been keeping this "thing" for a while now and have written several posts regarding this one in the past. But no one knows who. I'm such a hopeless romantic. Gaaass. Here's a poem from Pablo Neruda, the greatest poet of the 20th Century.

I hunt for a sign of you in all the others,

In the rapid undulant river of women,

Braids, shyly sinking eyes,

Light step that slices, sailing through the foam.

Suddenly I think I can make out your nails,

Oblong, quick, nieces of a cherry:

Then it's your hair that passes by, and I think

I see your image, a bonfire, burning in the water.

I searched, but no one else had your rhythms,

Your light, the shady day you brought from the forest;

Nobody had your tiny ears.

You are whole, exact, and everything you are is one,

And so I go along, with you I float along, loving

A wide Mississippi toward a feminine sea.

Christmas 2013!

I've got plenty of cousins residing on the different parts of the archipelago. Since I am in Cebu this time, I've got three sets of close relatives that I can go to this Christmas Eve. I've spent a part of the evening attending a church that the company owner goes to with his family. They are nice and they treat their employees very well. Feeling at home, as what they say.

It was quite a long time since the last time I visited my cousins in Lapu-lapu City, Cebu. Five years, maybe. But despite the long time that we haven't seen each other, it felt that the passing of time has not taken place. We did so much together at very little time. Happy to have spent the Christmas with them. I went to Papa's house, too. Kewl.

'Time Flies Fast'

My last blog entry was on first week October. Time, as what all people say, flies so fast. You never see it coming. You never see all the opportunities coming unless you take risks, unless you try, unless you have the will to grab the undiscovered good things coming your way.

I for one did not know what I was doing with my life. But HE did it all for me. He puts me in the right places, at the right time, with the right people. And for the nth time in my entire life. I asked myself...

What have I done good to deserve such blessings? His kindness?

I was never good nor did anything good to please him. I never did something worth praising or did something adorable to his eyes. I was a plain old junkie who spent most of my college years in things that I thought were 'okay'.

But He always look at the best of us. Despite the best of me is hard to find, he stayed, and dwelt within me. So now, with the subtle change brought upon by time, I'll try to be good.